Rhapsody-19

Please don't try to make me feel better with some generic, meaningless "advice". I know I should go to God. I know that these struggles will help develop my character. I know that my "brothers and sisters in Christ" are always "there to help me out". I know, I know, I know.

Please don't say you know how I feel, because chances are, you don't. I know that there are people who are way worse off than me, but that doesn't change the fact that my situation sucks.

Sometimes you don't need to say anything. Sometimes it's okay just to listen.

Am I being mean to you?

Go fill that out and I'll get back to you.

AHAHAHA. If I didn't have laughter in my life, I'd probably be dead by now.

Sincerely speaking, I'm sorry if I've been rude to you in any way, or you feel offended by my words/behavior/etc.

On a completely unrelated note, I was an unnecessarily serious kid. When I was 6, I thought about what it would be like if I were a bird. Then I dismissed the idea because "I'd get shot and eaten, other animals would hunt and kill me, I wouldn't live long, I wouldn't have a stream of consciousness," etc. I think I had no childhood. :'(

God, I feel like I'm going crazy.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
'Cause I could really use a wish right now, a wish right now
A wish right now