Rhapsody-19

What do I want from me?

I want to learn to play electric/acoustic guitar very well.
I want to get a novel published.
I want to have an original screenplay cone to life.
I want to be well-read.
I want to be tolerant.
I want to be kind.
I want to be wise.
I want to learn to break-dance.
I want to write an honest song.
I want to write a meaningful poem.
I want to learn to roller-blade.
I want to be fearless.
I want to be forgiving.
I want to be whimsical.
I want to be calculating.
I want to be rational.
I want to be a good student.
I want to be a good teacher.
I want to be independent.
I want to learn to play the piano.
I want to be a good friend.
I want to be a good daughter.
I want to be a good sister.
I want to find my place in the world.
I want to figure out who I am and what I want.
I want my cold heart to thaw.
I want to kill my apathy.
I want to fulfill my dreams.
I want to change the world.
I want to help people.
I want to sing to people who want to hear my voice.
I want to sit with people that desire my company.
I want to make someone feel better.
I want to overcome my fear of heights and look at a city from a rooftop.
I want to believe there's someone in this world who'll understand me.
I want to believe there's someone in this world who believes in me.
I want to believe there's someone in this world who won't judge who I am but guide me to who I want to be.
I want to bake cakes that make people happy.
I want to give roses to someone lonely on Valentine's day.
I want to spend Christmas with someone who has no one else to spend it.
I want to watch the sun rise.
I want to watch the sun rise with someone I love.
I want to be strong.
I want to be witty.
I want to be extroversive.
I want to be calm and patient.
I want to be outgoing.
I want to be helpful.












I want things to be different.

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'